Thank you for your great advice! I will make sure to ask you if there's anything I can't find the answer to here on OV's sites. I am truly happy to have joined the community, and am looking forward to exploring the contents of OV and getting to know other members :) Peace, love and light, Fanny
thank you for the kind words, i do have alot of questions to ask cuz i feel alot of things both physical and emotional happening to me and some are threatening to tear my world apart and some is just giving me more learning exp. i hope i can find the guidance i need here so i can join you all
Thank you for making me feel so welcome here and for pointing me in the direction of the Hidden Truth mini group and Ascended Wisdom blog; I'll be sure to check them out. It's a huge relief to know that there are so many others out there who feel that they are not of this earth and a huge relief to feel that I am not going mad, as many of my family and friends seem to think! Am looking forward to connecting, sharing and growing.
I'm just sick and tired of being bound. It hurts so much. And being bound goes against my bird spirit. I need to fly. I know all things will come in time and that I must be patient. I'm just tired of being patient. I want to fly again, its the only thing I want. Meditation helps but it's not enough. I will do my best to be patient but it is very difficult for me.
I do meditate. It helps for a while but the feeling always comes back. I know I should accept that it is not my time yet. And conciously I do. It's just that the powers inside me are constantly screaming, tearing at me to get loose. Its like there is a fire burning inside me, a fire burning with the white hot intensity of a thousand suns. And it's like I'm bound. Like I am a phoenix with my wings bound and me in a cage. All I want to do is fly again. I remember what it feels like, to soar across time and space. To fly amongst the heavens. But I cannot anymore and it is painful to me.
I have fully embraced my powers. I have accepted them fully. That is not the problem. The problem is complicated. I feel like I have this extremely powerful force living inside me. I have identified it as the spirit of the Phoenix. The problem is I cannot fully access the powers. They feel trapped inside me. Like they are locked inside me. They are screaming to get out but I do not know how to let them out. But they do leak out and when they do I feel like I have no control over them. I need someone to go inside my mind, and access the secret hidden there.
I know it just the natural abilities. I just call it magick. But I just wish I knew why these powers hurt so. They tear at my mind and weigh heavily on my heart. I feel I cannot control them and they threaten to tear me apart. It's like I can feel everything, see everything, and it hurts. I feel the very power of the universe coursing through my veigns and it feels like fire and light bursting out of me. I see and I feel an entire planet's worth of joy and love and fear and pain. And I dont know what to do or who to turn to.
Hi Chewbit, thanks for the warm welcome and welcome advice. This site looks fantastic and I am searching still for my oringins (Been having a jigsaw puzzle type series of meditations, which have given some answers - still searching for next pieces, in fun and wonder!)
I am famous for rushing things when it comes to spiritual matters. I'm relearning the basics of things but I keep dipping into Astral projection/journeying and had been trying some channeling myself but I've always had a problem with letting my logical mind let go (hence, back to the basics lol). I'm so fascinated by the things I've found on this site and alot of which I experience in some way or another.
It's interesting trying to put things together now...I have a dragon side to me that I connect with on another spiritual plane and recently had wondered if it had to do with my higher self. But it's a very complicated story...I have all these natural abilities such as visiting these other planes of existence yet I still don't seem to have the confidence I need to trust what I see. I hope things will start making more sense soon. I believe this site will help me a great deal.
Thankyou for the welcome, I hope to learn lots more!
Thank you very much for the warm welcome it means a lot! The content in the email resonates with the very reason I joined. I have so many questions and am not really sure where to direct them! I wish with all my heart that this community can be my saving grace and ease my mind. Im not really sure of the confidentiality or disclosure on this website so for now I'll keep my questions vague. But is it possible for someone who has no known prior relation to a foreign entity to begin to feel an inexplicable tie with them? I guess to rephrase... Is it possible that I am from another species or planet and not aware?
In going through my Comments Back to the several people who welcomed me here, I had to save yours for last.
I have to claim ignorance at the moment with respect to terms like ascension, density and such within this context. I guess I'll have some reading ahead of me.
I'd already deduced that someone (let's say aliens) have been here for roughly over 200,000 years so I found your "250,000 years" comment to be rather interesting. I wouldn't mind hearing more regarding this figure.
Anyway, I'll be around. I've posted a few times in the crop circles group and will now go post in the thread that brought me here originally. Thanks.